Going from too little to too much - what oh what is a girl to do?

Now I know what you’re thinking “Boo Hoo Gabby, suck it up and just start sleeping less!”

But seriously - I am starting to get overwhelmed with the amount of requests for new projects I have been receiving lately. It’s nice to know that people are willing to pay for quality work now - there’s been a definite shift from “My nephew/niece/third cousin removed can do that for me for a case of beer” to businesses and individuals recognizing the value they receive from hiring a professional which is absolutely wonderful.

I was starting to think that the industry was going a bit downhill in the last few years with people not willing to pay for something that offerred so much value to their business but that is starting to change which is an awesome thing for both myself, my business and the industry in general.

So I’ve come to a pretty grim conclusion in the last few weeks - I can’t take on any new work for at least 6 months or I am going to work myself to death (or a really bad ulcer - whichever comes first!)

Between my full time contract at the Oil Company and all the side projects I have been doing lately I have little to no time to myself and when I do take time for myself I have been left with this horrible guilty feeling as though I am letting down my customers. It’s been an interesting few months to say the least!

Combine all this with my recent life changes (long story short I have just come out of a 6 1/2 year relationship and have had to deal with all the upheavals related to that which has taken up a lot of my mind space the last while) and you have one overworked and emotionally drained Gabby!

But I’m a big girl and am dealing with everything quite well considering everything but am going to have to pull back on the work front to help me even out the work/life balance.

So for all my new customers and recurring ones - I do apologize for the fact that I will be turning you down for the new work you want to send my way - at least until about August or so and promise when I come back to work on your projects they will be 100 times better as I won’t be worrying about what else I’m forgetting.

Something Doesn’t Quite Fit

Since I have been working for The Oil Company I have been doing a bit of research into the claims made by many of the activists calling for the shut down of the Alberta Oil sands (or Tar Sands as they like to call it, even though there is not one drop of tar up there.)

My research in the last few days has mostly been revolving around the emmissions created by both The Company and the Oil sands operation they have running by Fort MacMurray. I have studied the Kyoto accord that was ratified a few years ago and have made some startling discoveries both in what Canada is required to do and the contributions that The Company supposedly has.

Now to start off, the Kyoto accord is basically a sham. Not in it’s principles or ideas but by the way that half of the world’s largest emissions producers have not signed it and refuse to do so.

China, one of the world’s largest contributor to global emmissions (in 2004 they produced 3.8 billion metric tonnes of CO2, almost five times that of the emissions coming from Canada), and India, a close second, have not signed the Kyoto Accord and have no intention of ever doing so.

That frightens me the most - that the world’s largest contributors are never going to change their ways - no matter what we do it will be cancelled out by the fact that their emmissions rates are actually increasing every year.

So let’s examine what the Kyoto Accord calls for - it basically calls for the reduction of emissions by 5% below our 1990 levels. So what this means for Canada is that by 2012 we’ll have to reduce our emissions to a total of 572 million metric tonnes, down from our average of about 731 million metric tonnes, a reduction of approximately 22%.

It sounds very impressive - unfortunately, for the level of industry we have here in Canada (producing the raw materials for the rest of the world,) it’s completely unobtaintable. We would have to shut down almost a third of the gross production that Canada currently supplies the world with - and you know how well that would go over with both our economy and our unemployment rate.

Now let’s examine where The Oil Company comes in. Its Oil sands operations in Fort MacMurray produce, as of 2004, 3.5 million metric tonnes of emissions per year. At my calculations, that’s less than 0.006% of the country’s total emissions. And that’s from an operation that is supposedly destroying the air quality country-wide.

And despite what the activists will say, The Oil Company has been committed to reducing their emissions by an average of approximately 17% per year. So in 2010 they will have reduced their emmissions by 50%! To approximately 1.75 million metric tonnes of CO2 per year.
That’s ten times more than what the Canadian government has committed itself to with the Kyoto Accord (and with Harper in power I’m not even sure that they will do it) and not only has this goal been committed to, it has been in the works for some time now and has shown considerable progress.

Now, again, as in previous posts, I have to state that I’m not really defending The Oil Company. There is no doubt that their products are a contributor, but I’m starting to realize more and more that it’s not the products that are to blame, but their users. The Oil Company is doing no more than what the local gun shop is doing - providing a product that is potentially dangerous. The gun store isn’t going around and using their guns to shoot people, their customers are - so who is to blame? The owner of the store or the customer who pulled the trigger?

It’s an amazingly complex issue and the more I learn and the more research I do, the more befuddled and obscure the answers become.

I think the answers really need to come from yourself. If you think that you are being a contributor to the pollution that is ruining our environment then you can personally take action and change how you affect that environment. If you believe that you have as little impact as possible then keep doing what you’re doing.

In the end I believe the only people we have to answer to is ourselves - not that guy who rants about how the Oil Sands are the root of all evil.


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